Hand drawn lookbook concept.

Don’t let anyone sensor you. Don’t let anyone speak for you. When you feel go ahead and feel. Don’t half ass it either.. feel it wholeheartedly. Be simple be you. It’s imposible to be perfect so stop trying. My art is words, sometimes songs or poems or conversations or simply things i do for myself or someone else. This may seem like a ramble and maybe it is but this is me. Sometimes i get lost in my worrie but today i know how to just yell “stop” literally wherever i am if i feel myself worrying i yell that. It helps.. find your safety word.. for you. Those internal thoughts DO get heavy sometimes manage and control them not the other way around. Now when i learned this i took it out into the world and it works. People will throw things onto you DONT ITERNALIZE THE WORLDS ENERGY. Everybody is growing and going through something… everybody so don’t for one second think you are weird. Grow baby. Fail baby.. just don’t look back. Let go of what doesn’t serve you anymore. Push forward create write sing draw dance photograph any thing you have to do! When you FEEL, create (in a literal sense, like do something when you feel “like it” & do something when you feel an emotion) 

Treating it like it’s all you got.

Treating it like there’s no plan B.

What will cause you to wake up and see what YOU have. Not that you don’t know what you have.

But, work. Be hungry. Be consistent. Be loving. Be patient and trust your circle. Surround yourself with those who are better than you. You are a work in progress and when you are growing it’s uncomfortable. Drop the ego, drop the pride, drop all the negative.

What worked in the past for you shall not be your future. Things have changed technologically, musically, and all around.

Learn how to outwork yourself before you try to outwork anyone around you.

Find your motivation, your niche, your love, find your role. Be you. Take pride in long term goals but pay attention to the steps.

What is your role?

What are your motivations?

What do you like to do?

Where can you improve?

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When you start something fuck the pros and cons you’ve been trained your entire life to yes pinpoint positives but negatives as well. Although you’ve listed both your brain hones in on the negative. Now stop pinpointing that. Ask yourself everyday about everything you involve yourself in. How does this serve me and how can I innovate it.

I remember a friend of mine used to tell me I would get so much feee stuff… and make me feel as though it was handed to me(well, literally, it was).

I was awarded those things by God because I worked with what I had.

Might have looked like a lot to others but I earned it. I earn EVERYTHING.

Letting go

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You have favor on your life

What am I? Something to get you by because the emotional ties from another are still tied.

What am I? Are you willing to hold me at night while I cry for the rest of your life? I see the my future and it’s bright for you and I but if it falters will you..try.

Or will the things you felt for me back in Harlem die. Is it just a lust thing like they say or do you really mean it?

FEELS: Today is a day of mixed feelings this week;  it’s a week of mixed feelings; It is a week of learning about me and how i handle pressure; It’s a month or 2 of life showing me my weaknesses and me polishing up on ways to handle these things.
LOOK: I feel like before you get that confidence within the place you’re in he pushes you and shifts you in every which way and allows you to learn , do your research AND KNOW WHAT YOU’RE DEALING WITH.
Another thing is maximizing on your talents which is gaining more and more knowledge about the things you involve yourself in and really knowing about who you are within the place you’re currently in. Random questions: Are you happy? Is your energy being pushed sucked or better yet are YOU an energy sucker?
RANDOM: No one really knows what they’re doing BUT there are ways to gain control back and stay grounded. Find out what those things are and keep them close.